change
once I had a clue
a direction
a purpose
that’s all gone
now I’m just drifting
blowing in the breeze
nothing makes sense
my existence is muttled
one feeling to the next
emotional rollercoaster
a cliche, I know
but completely valid
no one is in the driver’s seat
no autopilot
no cruise control
on this runaway train
too serious
can’t get a grip
this reality is eating me
from the inside-out
no frame of mind
run for cover
but there is none
can’t save myself from myself
everywhere I look
the past is haunting
this has all happened before
and will happen again
wishing for change
waiting for change
something’s gotta change
so I can start again
finally
